What do I want to do?
Inspire and motivate people to be positive and to dare to dream, to not be stuck. To be fucking BRAVE!
To live their truth and to follow their yearning. To meet their thoughts half way and have a conversation with them to ask if it’s what they truly want! If it is then do it! To know that your heart can never be wrong.
That even though it is hard, life doesn’t give allowances to that. We are shown hard choices in life to teach us what we need to learn.
Because if life was meant to be easy, we would all be the same…same bland faces…same blank pages.
Some of us are adrenaline junkies some of us like it safe. Either way is A-OK.
But for some, we are always at a crossroad. Wanting to dare to dream while standing there at the intersection. One way we get hammered by ridicule, by the noise around us, the people that bring us down. Then the other way looks empty, the unknown doesn’t feel right because it seems pointless and lonely.
Behind us is where we have been and we don’t want to go back for we know we have done it, just yesterday, just a minute ago, and we know there is something bigger, greater. Isn’t there?
We stand there and we look forward to know there IS a better way. We yearn it. It’s not just in the movies, it’s deep seeded in our soul. We feel our heart calling out. We hear the messages because they don’t give up. The never fucking let up! They keep at us. We push it away and look back…left…and right but slowly go back to looking forward. But we are still, paralyzed.
Why? What the actual hell? There is the pull, so why am I digging my heels in?
Because that means change. It means walking into the unknown. Do you know what? We have feet for a reason. We always land on them. You follow your heart and the noise, whilst it is trying to keep you still, serves no purpose. It never does. Ever.
The nerves for the job interview, the nerves to sell and move on, the nerves to kiss someone you are dying to kiss, they are all the internal fear bearing, flapping little fucker butterflies that keep us from taking the chance.
It’s the fear of rejection, failure and the all encumbering fear of life that you have not lived.
But you see, tomorrow is never yet lived. Change is always the unknown, but it really is the very thing we can count on. It is going to happen regardless of the control you feel you have over it. Each day is change.
It is growth. It is living. It is the wonderment of it all. It is life.
So the road ahead need not be feared. It’s actually our destiny. It’s our path to wherever the hell we are going. AND wherever we are going, come what may, never not be just the same. We get to choose. We get to say NO. We get to say YES. We get to live according to our yearnings for as long as we walk towards them.
With those feet…lead by our heart.